In a funk...

Okay so I know that I have been missing for a long while now. Not sure if anyone even reads this silly thing. I will admit it I have been in a funk. This last year has been probably the hardest year of my life. I think everyday how I would change it if I could go back in time. See some of you know cause you keep up with my SIL who is an awesome blogger unlike me. I was suppose to have a baby girl on October the 17th of last year but back in May I started having problems. I was put on bed rest where I stayed until June 19th when we lost our baby girl. I was 24 weeks along. Hearing the words that we have lost the baby is gut wrenching to say the least. Then to have to deliver your daughter that you never get to hear laugh or cry. I think everyday about her and wonder which one of the other kids she would have been like or would she have been completely different. I struggle with her loss everyday. I know where she is at and that she is waiting on me to get there. I was told tonight that God is good and in complete control and I truly believe in that.



So, part of my New Year's resolution is to get out of my funk. But since I have had a few health problems come up after the first of the year my resolution is being put to the test. My problems aren't major and they will get better with time. So hopefully soon you will start seeing more of me here.
I have started a photoblog that I am trying to post on everyday. It's a challenge to get out and use my camera more and to learn some more about photography. So, I hope to catch up with you all soon.

New Years

I know I haven't been keeping up with this but, I promise it is one of my resolutions for the new year to blog more. Anyways , I had to stay home with my littlest cowgirl today. She has been running a fever for 2 days. I think we are almost over this little bug she has going on.
I was lucky to be home today cause I got to be 1 of 2 that received free brushed metal font that an amazing woman named Michelle designed. You have to go check out her blogs. She is an awesome Photographer and Designer. She designs for professional photographers and digital scrapbookers. (Correct me if I am getting anything wrong, Michelle) She has been a great inspiration to me with all of her western style. So, I put together this quick page using the font she designed. So, I wanted to share it with all of you. Let me know what you think.